Should’ve seen that one coming. Hits me like a freight train. Got a job just like that because the employer and I have something in common. Weight. Haha
Always be there for my friends. Friends til the end. I love them all. Stay positive. Positive vibes.
One of the things I have been able to do is become optimistic about everything. I don’t care that someone isn’t talking to me anymore like I used to. I don’t care that I will be single for a while. I don’t care that I can be an asshole back to people(that really throws some people off). I’m not taking shit anymore. I’m here to look towards my future. I’m waiting for the right time for everything and seeing the good in all of the bad situations that I get myself into. I would like to talk to someone about stuff but really, I can take care of myself. You find yourself in many ways and I have almost found myself out. I guess it takes getting to not being around the closest people you have to find out that you need them the most. I honestly do miss my best friend so much and I just want some things to heal so there isn’t anything bad coming up anymore. But like I said, looking for the positive things out of everything. My apartment buddies are still waiting for me to get a job. I got little time but I think I can do it. Just want a lil motivation sometimes. Once again, another rant about myself because I cant really talk to anyone unless if they are face to face to me and even so, it’s got to be the right people. Until next time.